Marge Hobley has waited four years for the day she could finally celebrate the end of Donald Trump's chaotic presidency.

But after the events of recent months – the coronavirus pandemic, Trump's false attacks on the election results, and the shocking assault on the U.S. Capitol – the 77-year-old Indianapolis Democrat said any jubilation has yielded to a more muted mix of relief, sadness and cautious optimism.

"The idea of, let's have a champagne toast – we'll have a Maalox or Pepto Bismol toast, maybe," she said when asked how she would mark Joe Biden's inauguration on Wednesday.

"I think it'll be tempered by reflection and, if I may, prayer for Biden."

In interviews, Biden supporters around the country said the dizzying events of the last few weeks, a fitting capstone to a tumultuous Trump presidency, have cast a somber air over the proceedings – heightened by the deaths of 400,000 Americans in the COVID-19 pandemic.

Some Biden voters said their feelings about Inauguration Day mirror their emotions in November, when their enthusiasm about the Democrat's victory was tempered by Trump's enduring support among so many American voters.

Bob Hoyt, a financial adviser from Marina del Rey, California, who considers himself an independent voter but has leaned Democratic in recent years, said he was "dumbfounded" that Trump got nearly 75 million votes. The Capitol siege on Jan. 6 reinforced his concerns about the future of American democracy.

"There's nothing to celebrate, because we're in a civil war," Hoyt, 70, said. "It's a cold civil war, but we're deluding ourselves if we think we can get the yolk back into the egg after we crack it."

Rob King, a high school U.S. history teacher in Pacific Palisades, California, said the optimism he felt when he attended Barack Obama's 2009 inauguration has given way to a sense of foreboding that the country's divisions run too deep to close.

"I feel like it's a tourniquet – we're stopping the bleeding, and just wondering what's going to happen next," King, 55, said of Wednesday's swearing-in. "I guess I am looking for some hope."

LESS POMP, MORE SECURITY

A U.S. presidential inauguration is typically a joyous event full of pomp and circumstance, with hundreds of thousands gathering on the National Mall in Washington to hear the incoming chief executive lay out his vision for the country.

This year, however, the Mall will be shut down to visitors, and only a small number of attendees will be permitted to watch Biden take the oath of office and deliver his first speech as president.

The measures reflect restrictions to curb the spread of the coronavirus and heightened security after a mob of Trump supporters breached the Capitol two weeks ago, sending lawmakers into hiding and leaving five people dead, including a police officer.

Tens of thousands of National Guard troops have been deployed in the U.S. capital after law enforcement warned some extremist Trump backers were calling for more violence.

Christopher London, a Washington resident who works in the financial sector and lives not far from the U.S. Capitol, said he would watch the event "hunkered down" with his family. His wife and small children moved to a safer location as the riot unfolded on Jan. 6, and the family has since outlined an evacuation plan should violence break out again.

"It's like a drowning man who's able to, like, grab hold of the side of a cliff and able to breathe for a moment," London said of the inauguration and the end of the Trump era. "As a country, we need a win. As a family, we need a win."

Some Biden backers nixed plans to travel to Washington to attend the ceremony after the assault on the U.S. Capitol.

Lauren Behling, 25, and several friends planned to travel from Minnesota to witness a momentous occasion: the swearing in of the first woman U.S. vice president, Kamala Harris. They canceled their flights five days after the Capitol attack due to the reports that further violence was possible.

"We were very disappointed," said Behling, who worked for a Democratic Senate campaign last year. "We wanted to go and be part of history."

Shelbie Wassel, 65, a lifelong Democrat who lives in a Baltimore suburb, said the Capitol siege had her worried for Biden and Harris's safety.

"I guess before all this, I was feeling the joy and excitement of finally getting them in and feeling like they were going to turn a corner on so many things," said Wassel, who works as a personal chef. Now, she said, "I'm just fearful... Once again, Trump won, because he polluted what should have been an amazing moment."

Even Biden voters who despaired at the Capitol riot say they remain hopeful Biden can take some small steps toward reconciliation.

"Joe Biden has the opportunity to go down as one of the greatest presidents in history if he indeed can bring us back together," said Scott Richardson, a former Trump voter and restaurant owner in Pennsylvania who backed Biden and spoke at the Democratic National Convention.

Richardson paused for a moment, before adding, "That is a task that is darn near impossible."

(Reporting by Joseph Ax and Maria Caspani Editing by Colleen Jenkins and Sonya Hepinstall) ((joseph.ax@thomsonreuters.com; 1-646-223-6594 1-917-848-0813; Reuters Messaging: joseph.ax.thomsonreuters.com@reuters.net))